Pierce

Pink nails

Heartbreak

Tell My heart

Why you left

Scratching out

My eyeballs

No more sight

No more pain

Crashing down

No phonecall

Empty Hallway

I'm in school right now and waiting for a phonecall from my doctor. I've Been trying a new exercise to try and lower my stress. Since I started today there isn't any difference. 

I feel stressed and sad: constantly. I don't know what to do about it because sometimes I can go hours without feeling depressed and sometimes I can't even breathe. 

All in all we're just another brick in the wall. 

Weekend

Hi, long time since.

Haven't been feeling well lately, but tonight I'm going to let off some steam. Much needed. 

Memories

Today was a really good day, so far I guess! It just got me thinking about this time last year, and how things have changed. Around April, last year, I had just started therapy for my severe depression. I didnt speak to someone I today call a close friend. I didn't have much expreience with boys: aka. I still believed in love. The year has gone by incredibly fast and numbingly slow. I don't miss it, but I guess I had it a bit easier...

Next year, around April, I hope that I'll look back and be able to say that things are better now. That I've stayed in school, that I have a healthier mind, and that geniunly I'm happier.

Next April, we'll see.

If I make it that far. 

Introduction

Hello! Hi! Hola! 

This is.. strange? It feels odd that anyone around the world can read this. Although; the more I write the better I feel about it, which is a relief. Before this very first post I had someone from the US click on my blog. Hi, if it's you! 
That was so exciting; that someone so far away would go here is incredible.    

 Writing has been a passion of mine for years, although this is very different. My writing hasn’t been read by anyone but me (therefore it has been well received). So for other people to view my passions, thoughts and experiences really scare me. But in a good way, actually. It's a nice kind of scared; like when you're at the top of a rollercoaster. As long as you actually like that? 

A picture of my diary

 Oh wow - it's just so awkward to make the very first post. I don't know what to say about myself or if you actually care. Either way I want to continue with this; no matter if I have 0 readers or 30.000! 

A huge welcome to my blog!

/Frida